3/21/2005

 

decay your being

 

Every day more and more of me rots away with all of these sins
I can’t even touch my toes and don’t even remember the last time I had tears in my eyes

Sometimes I feel like I need to shoot the world and blow myself out
Exhausted

She rose up on heels to kiss me, slid across air hockey fields
The girl I can’t love but love

Her hair
Her crooked teeth
The way she shaves
And sucks my dick

The sin of sinning against yourself