9/7/2006

 

you are a runner... a conversation

 

gish says:
you really make me feel young sometimes

gish says:
i never feel like that

james says:
you are young, it is a fact

gish says:
well yes, im quite aware but you, sir, are not that old either

gish says:
i blame the full moon

gish says:
goodnight

james says:
tell me some more facts

gish says:
like what?

gish says:
about life, about now, me my book, what?

gish says:
i havent even read half the books I have in my room

james says:
hows that working out for you

gish says:
im slowly working on one at a time

gish says:
i just finished the burn journals

gish says:
i liked it

gish says:
but now im re reading the alchemist

james says:
i think when you talk to me, you actually want to know more about me, figure me out, figure you out

gish says:
true

gish says:
i find you fascinating

james says:
why

gish says:
i dont know

gish says:
there is so much to you

james says:
there is nothing

james says:
bottom line

gish says:
i feel like when you speak there is a fullness to your words

gish says:
truely?

gish says:
i must be confused then

james says:
you are

gish says:
or you are modest and wish not to see if because it means you arent living to your potential, because you arent

james says:
i know this

gish says:
what makes me want to talk to you then

james says:
all of the above

gish says:
i crave conversation that challenges me to be intelligent

james says:
you want to know how people fail, it scares you

gish says:
is that all i want?

gish says:
it does

james says:
you want to know how i walked away from sucsess

gish says:
ive expereinced a lot of it

gish says:
you want to know too

james says:
no, you havent seen what i have, death, war, love, marraige, divorce, birth, fatherhood, ownership, loyalty

gish says:
you need to know that thats not the only sucsess possible for you, because you are letting it drag you down

gish says:
well im not comaring myself to you at all, by far, those are many things that i think come together to make you such a smart man


gish says:
as youve said ive got a long way to go

james says:
man and men, need strong women, i know that, we will test the limit on everything

gish says:
and yet you keep surrounding yourself with weak women

gish says:
weakness that has brought you down

james says:
women set us straight, they do, we explore, roam, fight and love at the greatest extent.... all or nothing... women calm that, you actually have an important roll in all this...

gish says:
but id have to admit that you seem to be one of few ive met to know that

james says:
baby, it is simple. a girl loves a man, holds him and the man becomes strong, great... if you will... behind every great man is a strong woman, a mother watching, look at grant in the field, he got drunk when there was nothing going on... he wife would show up and he would keep our nation together... women, we need them, i need them, i need you

gish says:
but you admit that this isnt one sided

gish says:
you think that its only men that need women?

james says:
i know women need men

gish says:
but if it is the strength of women needed by men then what of men is needed on our side?

james says:
our great potential

gish says:
true

james says:
we land on moons with women behind us
james says:
men are great, when we are backed by love

gish says:
does that mean that somewhere inside you know that great potential you have

james says:
are you kidding me, i kid myself knowing this, i know

gish says:
yeah but you play it off as if its nothing

james says:
the most artistic thing i can do now is fuck myself up.... i am zeroing out, want death, to be there and say, hey, look at me i am strong.


james says:
watch, you might understand it in the end, but i feel like i am on a road that i have to follow...i dont care what the future holds because i am right here now today and with your fingers you can reach out and touch me....


gish says:
maybe

james says:
baby, i want to ruin what it is man, what i am, zero... and rebuild something my own, the key is rebuild,

gish says:
rebuild...

gish says:
you have your intricate plan

gish says:
i know starbucks

james says:
nice

james says:
comedy



james says:
tell me something nice, about me

gish says:
where to start,your disire to learn captivates me, your already extensive knowledge amazes me. I want to learn a little of what you know just to feel a little bit like that, you're sweet, youre a true man to me, i wish i was as passionate about things as you

james says:
i am my fathers son, his bed is made