meeting chris: i always thought that chris was all good, but he had a little of spillane in him, i always thought that spillane was bad, but he had a little of chris in him, "you coulndn;t not love them both.... i did"
Oh god my heart hurt so
It was like the Calvary, it was like a dark fold
I needed her to make sense, somewhere in between us
She made sense
I kept wanting to throw off my cape. I kept wanted to fall asleep. I kept wanting to play gears of war /// my war
Something that I relate to.
So I went down into the darkness my darkness and I talked to Kim about her darkness, but her brother made more sense
Every night, night with my teeth, myself, myself. Go fuck yourself.
No more Scotland, hello Alaska.